There Ive said it. I dont know why but over the past few weeks my dislike for him is growing everyday and i dont know how to stop it.
Im a stay at home mum living in a different country to my family and most of my friends and finding it very difficult to cope with the day to day care of my 3 yr old DS and 5 month old DD. My DP knows I dont like it here but insists its the best thing for the children.
I think because im down I have no patience with DS and snap at him for no reason and often ignore him. My DP says I talk to him (DS) like shit. DS is very demanding but even if I spend hours playing with him he's still not happy and will whinge. Im sure he'd be better off in daycare but we couldnt afford it even if i went back to work and put DS and DD there. I could go back to work but its the financial implications of childcare again.
At night when he's in bed i cry and feel crap about the way ive treated him throughout the day and vow that the day after will be better but it never is. I often feel it would be better if i took DD and left ds and dp to it.
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aliasthejester · 16/07/2008 14:33
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