I returned to work from maternity leave mid Feb, have a 5 Yr old and a now 10 month old and I've had a major crash this weekend and realised I'm spinning so many plates and succeeding at nothing.
I made a mistake at work this week which has seriously annoyed a client and its just sent me into this crazy realisation spiral I can't seem to shake. Like everyone senior to me will think I'm terrible at my job and work me out.
On top feeling like a failure at work we just seem to be chasing our tails at home too, the mad weeknight rushes, the constant that is laundry and ironing and vacuuming and mopping and rinse and repeat.
Ds1 has outgrown his PE kit overnight, ds2 has only just started sleeping stretches longer than 2 hours but I just don't know where even 15 minutes of self is supposed to fit in. I've not had my hair cut in 2 years, my nails and skin are atrocious, our diets are awful.
We need a complete overhaul from start to finish and I don't know where to start so feel completely and totally overwhelmed with it all. I feel ready to quit work and take on a non responsible role just to ease up some pressure.
I dont know if its the realisation now of how totally isolated my maternity leave was this time around, so I think I've overcompensated on my return to work but means I've not actually done my Job properly..
I just dont know where I fit or what I'm good at anymore.
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QforCucumber · 03/05/2021 17:47
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