I have lovely, smiley 10 week old baby who im really grateful for. I think he's what you would class as a fairly typical baby; some colicy moments, still waking 2 times a night for feeds (never really goes more than 4/5 hrs for a chunk of sleep).
But today I feel really down. I feel like the monotony of each day is getting to me. There are no baby classes to go to because of lockdown. My husband works and is out of the house from about 8am until 6pm. Its just me and my son and it gets very lonely. I find myself wishing the time away. Hes due to go to nursery for 1 day a week in August and start full time in Sept. Im conflicted about this because 6 months old seems really young to go to nursery, but im a nurse and need to go back to work. I feel like im giving up on motherhood and feel bad for not wanting to be a SAHM. I also find im wishing away the time until he's a toddler, or can walk at least.
I dont have PND, but I am under councilling for anxiety post birth. im not sure of the point of posting this. Just be good to hear peoples experiences really
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Letsallscreamatthesistene · 05/06/2020 12:10
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