i feel so so so guilty for saying or even thinking this. i feel like even the thought of being scared is already a failure. I’m going to be responsible for a life in 5 days when i’m induced.
This whole pregnancy , even before , I was so excited to become a mum and raise a child. but the nearer to the end I’ve reached, especially now more than ever I wonder if I made the right choice. Is it too early? Should I have waited? Did I make a choice?
I’m not mentally prepared I have no idea what i’m doing at all.
Due to covid I have no friends or family to come and help me, I’ve not been able to attend any antenatal classes. I don’t even know what to expect at the birth!! I’ve tried looking things up , one thing just contradicts another. “You must do this, but not this, Do it like this but 100% do not do this. It must be this way, but not that way.”
Due to us being out of work for so long my boyfriend can take no more than a week off work. and this poor innocent life is going to expect me to raise him a nd look after him, i’m none the wiser to what he is. But i’m the one that needs to be responsible.
I feel like such a bad person, I’m so scared and I hate the fact these thoughts come into mind only 5 days before I start being induced.
i literally don’t know what to think
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bgcexx · 01/06/2020 00:59
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