I'm in my third year at university doing adult nursing and I finish next August 2019. I took a year out to have my baby and I've just returned back to uni a couple months ago.
I am seriously struggling with the aspect of leaving my baby, she is 15 months old. I work long 12 hour shifts so there is days I go the whole day without seeing her if I'm working two in a row. I feel really sad that I'm missing out on all this time with her.
I'm not sure if it's worth it anymore. I feel like I've been studying forever. I did 2 years previous at college and then 3 years at uni including the year I've taken out. It's taking me forever.
After a year out, I'm not sure I even want to be a nurse anymore. All the nurses I work with, hate their jobs and they are so miserable. I don't want this to be me. I don't know why I'm putting myself through it. I dread it so much. I feel so out of my comfort zone and I've no idea what I am doing half the time. I'm not smart and I don't know a lot. I feel like I'm way out of my depth with what I am doing.
I can't find the time to study and I have zero motivation to do any studying because I have a house to keep clean and a baby that I want to spend my time with. People tell me it's fine because it's only for a short while, but it won't be because even when I'm done, I'll still need to work and learn every day as it's a never ending process. I'm just worried that I've picked the wrong career for me and I'm not sure I'm gonna benefit from it. Please can someone make me feel like I'm doing the right thing.
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louisebrownx · 12/11/2018 20:26
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