I am so lonely it’s becoming impossible to deal with.
I have a 10 year old, 1.5 year Old and 13 day Old and they are they only people I see and usually talk to each day.
Separated from their dad, he comes around but makes me feel worse. He wants to be with me but it’s just not going to happen. Reasons such as me crying on the floor with afterpains and him asking if I need a doctor then just falling asleep when I say no. He doesn’t care about me, just want the perfect family. Spends the whole time on his phone when visiting the kids.
I have one good friend who has moved pretty far. She has no kids and a busy work life so I see her every couple of months. That relationship is starting to fail.
Ok relationship with mum and two sisters. Mum visits very infrequently. Two sisters haven’t even met the baby yet or been to my new place (been here 5 months)
Very close to Nan and Grandad - practically my parents but they live 100 miles away.
Breastfeeding a fussy baby also means I am trapped at home.
I just can’t cope with having no one care, no one to open up to, Just no one.
I’ll walk around with a smile but in reality all I do is cry, a lot.
I don’t even know why I’m posting this, just needed to get it out somehow.
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feelinglost1 · 08/11/2017 16:50
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