alone

[jar101]

Feel veery alone and useless tonight don't no how to go forward basically living with my 6month old baby with parents that used to abuse me the council won't help me and the police don't believe me because they make themselves out to be very calm and collected anytime they are called and I am upset because they scream at my baby hurl abuse at us my dad has attacked me when I'm holding the baby don't have any friends as wasn't aloud them growing up used to get a beating for hanging out with friends so all alone only have my beautiful baby girl love her so much don't want her to grow up experiencing what I did and it's not her fault I feel like perhaps she would have a better life without me .I can't take this anymore I wish I had someone just someine for once in my life to talk to who didn't abuse me . How do I get help getting us out of here if no one will believe me how can i ever get out of this hole

[Daisyandbabies]

That's awful, I'm sorry you haven't had more replies.
You need to speak to your health visitor, they will be able to advise you on help available in your local area. If you are 16 or old then (I think) you are eligible for housing on your own, with your baby.