Had a lovely busy day out in the forest today, trip to the shops, to soft play and home to watch a bit of tele. I'm totally exhausted. Tried to get ds to be about 7.30 he was crying out of tiredness but not letting go of the day. I am freaking exhausted by this point. On my knees. DS gets out of bed and comes down fucking around about 10 times. By 8.45pm he's still doing it, in kitchen emptying out my shopping bags on the floor saying he's hungry (he's been offered food all day and eaten very little, and has had a large flask of hot milk, a sandwhich and apple before bed). Read a story to him. Still no luck. In the end I said something really silly, but kind of honest how he was making me feel; "I need a rest. If you don't go to bed, I feel like I am going to die and then you won't have a mummy.' Then he finally went to sleep. Fucking stupid thing to say, but I felt in pain with tiredness..... Feel utterly shit now. Gave him a lovely day out, all centred around him and ended like this. :( :( :( why the hell did I say that? I was so desperate, so so desperate. Feel like a crap mother.
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midlifehope · 21/05/2016 20:55
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