So my baby is 6 months old now, he's a total dream sleeps right through - it I'm terribly anxious all the time like literally it's getting beyond a joke now my partner keeps telling me I'm crazy an to relax but I check him multiple times a night in a panic and sometimes suddenly just shoot up in bed bolt up right and stare at his cot according to my partner, I have ocd about his feeding and bottle equipment, I make myself unsure of stuff I know I've done because I question myself so much, I'm finding myself in tears feeling very hopeless , I just seem to sit there thinking about all the terrible thing that could happen and it's driving me too despair, and tonight it didn't help I say in front of the fire with baby cos he was freezing and his face on one side went bright red and very hot so had to ring the medical room! It was totally stupid to do this and I clearly wasn't thinking now I'm scared he's burnt his face the redness has gone down and turned into a rash now they said just to take him in tomorrow, but now I can't sleep Again, I honestly at times feel like the worst mother in the world , yet I love this baby and id never ever delibretly put him in harm :(
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