ive name changed for this because im so embarrassed to feel this way but when i see mums with daughters i ache inside. i have two boys whom i love dearly. i wanted a third child but my husband wouldnt entertain the idea. ive been torn up ever since. i think because the chance of having a daughter was taken away from me. my husband is a twat and weve talked about divorce. thats another story. but getting back to my orginal point i just cant help bt almost cry when i see mummies hugging their daughters. if i analyse this myself i think its because my marriage is awful. a mess. im married to someone who makes decisions without consulting me, we live separate lives pretty much. and i just feel that in the future because i have boys i wont be close to them. im doing all the work with them now, it is me who does everything for them but i just feel that yers down the line when daddy has his huge house etc he will somehow 'take' them from me and ill be left with nothing. you know how men are about their mothers, well not everyone. but once they marry their wife is their new family. can you see how pathetic i sound. but this is tearing me up. please help me
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