Were (are!) you one of 3 children?

[mummyxtwo]

There are lots of threads like this at the moment so apologies for the repetition. Just wanted a slightly different take on it. I have two dc's (ds1 4.11yo and dd2 12mo) and am considering a third. Dh and I both really want three, for various reasons. My concern is how much harder I would find another baby, given that I have to do the getting up at night as dh is a surgeon and can't operate in a fug of sleep deprivation. And he doesn't wake up anyway. I do get a lie-in on Saturdays to recover. And I drink a lot of coffee. I can cope with the hardship myself, but I worry that if I struggle then I might get snappier and shoutier with the others - I have days as it is where I lose patience and am shouty stressed mum at times which I then feel awful about. But ds1 loves babies and also wants more! He has been delightful with his little sister. I can't really wait and see how I feel in a year or so, due to reasons that are rather complicated - my age, we have 6 months in Sydney in the not distant future and if we wait until after then I'll be too old IMO. (I'm 35 now - I know that 38 or so isn't too old for more but I have some childhood issues relating to my mum's age that make it sit uncomfortably with me - please don't think I apply that to anyone else).

Sorry that got a bit long. My Q was... how did you find growing up as one of three? Did it enhance your childhood, or were there negatives such as stressed shouty mum feeling left out, or other issues? I want to do what is best for my children, not just what my heart is telling me (have another have another have another!) Thank you!

[zoesmum2012]

I found it hard great and much better when I moved out but I love my sisters to bits and glad my mum had three x

[Weegiemum]

I was the oldest of 3 and then at 15 through re marriages, suddenly became the oldest of 6!

I liked being both, actually (though don't aspire to a family of 6!). Me and my sister have never really managed to get on, but I'm close to my little brother.

I'm also a mum of three. I'd somewhat reluctantly decided to stop at 2, which was what dh wanted and pregnancy and me really don't get on at all well, I was in and out of hospital for months. I had a wee regret but thought it was for the best when my mirena coil became dislodged after a smear and I found myself unwittingly almost through the first trimester!

It was an awful pregnancy too, but dd2 beautifully completes our family and we'd not be without her. I did have 3 under 4 though - when dd2 was born, dd1 was 3y10m and ds was 1y10m. Very hard work! But the jump of 2 -> 3 was really easy compared to 1 -> 2 which I found ghastly. Dd2 was a very easy baby (though she's high maintenance now!) and just slotted right in. I too was worried about getting horribly sleep deprived, and I did get PND again, but like you, my husband is a doctor (he's a GP) and was on a 1in3 on call rota at the time in a very rural area. He did help loads at the weekends and at least o/c was from home, but it added to the strain.

Everyone is shouty stressed mum on occasion, though. I was f/t at home (did a bit of freelance work when I felt the need) and it took me almost 2 years to fully recover from the pregnancy. I had a mother's help twice a week who would tidy, iron, clean, entertain the kids a bit, pop in for some shopping etc. I and the kids adored her, when we moved away they were distraught, poor dd2 thought that when we said we were all moving, Isabel was included!!

I think it's good to consider age - I actually had an early menopause before I turned 40 so if I'd waited things would have been very different.

Hope you can make a decision you are happy with (for all of you) and sorry for the essay

[blueberryupsidedown]

I am the youngest of three, my sisters are 9 and 11 years older than me and I was completely spoiled and so much loved as a baby and child. I had three mums and a dad really, I never spelt on my own until I was 8 years old - co slept with sisters or mum+dad, and got away with pretty much anything. Had a very happy childhood and when I was a teenager I could always rely on my sisters go help me out and get me out of trouble. Many of my friends have had a third and the youngst is getting so much attention! Maybe you could wait another year then your two year old would go to pre-school and you could rest in the day a bit more/look after the new baby during that time? And I don't know about you, but I just resigned myself to have a cleaner to help out with lots of jobs around the house and make my work load lighter.

[blueberryupsidedown]

spelt? Slept!!

[lljkk]

Like Blueberry only I think it was the resented younger sibling, no closeness at all.
Iwould get it over with, if I were OP (I have 4 myself, btw).

[Icepilot]

I've got 2 older brothers. Had a great time growing up. I'm sure I got away with more than other girls my age as the Boys were trusted to keep an eye in me (!)

All fairly close as adults now too.

[Pootles2010]

I was middle child. It was fine! Really glad little sister came along, get on better with her, and she's peacemaker, so makes me and elder sister sort ourselves out!

I remember her tantrumming a lot when she was little (theres 5 years between us), I once locked her in the loo

But generally we were a happily chaotic family, I like to have lots of people around me now and imagine thats partly because of our family.

It sounds like you know what you want, really. Go for it!

[Bluestocking]

I'm the eldest of three. Personally, although I love my sisters, I would much rather have been an only child. My parents had three under three for six months (we are all singletons, but very close together) and I felt desperately, desperately, desperately short of love and attention. It took me many years to deal with the consequences of feeling completely unattended to and the repercussions have been incalculable. My parents would not have appeared to be "bad parents" to any external observer - no neglect, excellent education, etc etc - but there was a painful shortage of emotional resources.
However, I am well aware that other parents with more than one child do manage to nurture each one emotionally, so as long as you are sure you can continue to give each child what s/he needs, then there is no reason to stop at two.

[NothingMoreScaryThanAHairy]

I am the eldest of three (quite close in age) sisters. We are close emotionally most of the time too.

I had 2 daughters the 2nd with a significant genetic medical condition, I also have hyperemsisi when pregnant. However I did not feel 'right' with 2 so dh and I gave it one shot (CVS testing etc) and we were very very lucky and now have gorgeous 3dd (yes i did get the HG again!).

However i know i don't want anymore and 3 is my lot, I am happy content tired but they all get on well together.

[MrsLianeB]

I am the middle of 3 girls 4 years between us all.
Over the years we have been best friends and worst enemies but now as grown ups we are very close, speak numerous times during the week and see each other often. I have an 11wk old and would love him to have brothers/sisters if possible in the next couple of years.

[anotetofollowso]

I am the youngest of three, and loved being so. Mind you I did feel excluded from my two elder siblings' games sometimes but in general I loved being part of a big noisy family, and now as an adult, I adore my brother and sister. And my life is hugely enriched by having them both in it.

Go for it!

[cathpip]

I am joint oldest of 4, my dm had twins then my sister then my brother. We were 3.5 when my brother was born, yes mum was stretched and we had to share lots of things but I had a very happy child hood and I would not change it. I am pregnant with no 3, due in April when I will be 38, dh works away mon-fri in London, so think I will stop at 3, but I do have a very excited ds4 and dd2 who apparently are going to be super helpful!

[Chlorinella]

I'm the oldest of 3 ( all female )

I felt constantly left out , my 2 sisters were ( and still are ) the best of friends and I was / still am left on the sidelines

I had 2 children , would never have had a 3rd ( unless I knew I could have had a 4th )

[Floralnomad]

I'm the youngest of 3 ,my sisters are 18 months and 4 yrs older than me . The sister who is 18 months older is my best friend ,we've always been close and do lots of stuff together . The older sister not so much ,but I think that's because she doesn't share the same interests as us. I only have 2 children but that's not because I had a problem being 1 of 3 .

[Floralnomad]

Wow ,just read the post from chlorinella , I hope that isn't how my older sister feels ! ( pretty sure she's not on MN )

[Chlorinella]

It's ok , floralnomad I'm quite sure you're not my sister ( age gaps are all wrong ! )
I was just unlucky I suppose , I'm happy about it now , people think we're close , and I just smile and say yes , aren't we :)

[Floralnomad]

Phew! Had me worried for a minute there.

[MrsNormanBates]

I'm the youngest of three and wouldn't consider a third myself.

[nicelyneurotic]

Another eldest of 3 here and agree with the feeling short of love and attention and also being left out. I think it's hard on the eldest as they can feel replaced by younger, cuter siblings who need more attention.

My sisters are nice people but we are not particularly close as adults.

If you have 3 I think it's very important that you have the space (1 bathroom for 3 girls +parents is not good) and time to give to them all individually.

Personally, I wouldn't have 3 as would hate my DC to feel as I did.

[NomDeClavier]

I am also the eldest of 3 with very similar age gaps to your projected gap. I liked being an only child, I felt short changes when my DSis showed up and she and my DBro were always much closer because they spent more time together, had sibling sets who were friends etc. They are still very close, I am not to either of them.

However I would consider 3. I would prefer 4 but that may not happen! At the moment we have 1 and 1 on the way with a nearly 3y projected age gap.

[TheFabulousIdiot]

I don't think it's as simple as how it is to be one of three (I am a middle child) because there are so many other factors involved like - are you rich or poor, do you have lots of room, how big are the age gaps etc.

there are two years between me and my older sibling and 18 months between me and my younger sibling. I was always closer to my younger sibling but that's because there was a different dynamic going on with my older sibling who felt like they had a lot of responsibility and knowledge that we were not a party to. Our parent's relationship was breaking down and limped on for years, we all had to share a room at various points, we had no spare money, second hand clothes (Things are harder with 3 mouths to feed and clothe than with one or two)...

On the positive side we were often a 'gang' particularly when we moved to new areas or lived far from our schoolmates. My mum was quite shouty, quite strict and quite stressed but some of that was down to her relationship not us.

[wevka112]

Interesting reading these posts what different experiences people had! I'm the oldest of 3 - sister two years younger and brother six years younger. I loved and love it. Of course we sometimes fought growing up but in general got on well and played together as children. All very close as adults now. Don't remember ever feeling short of attention and would be surprised if my siblings felt differently. I really want 3 because I love having two siblings. Makes things interesting and we all have more support in our lives. If something bad happened to one of us, there wouldn't be just one sibling trying to deal with it on their own. BTW my mum's perspective is that she wanted 3 because she thought there was a risk with 2 that they would each 'match up' with one parent. I.e. You would end up with each parent primarily focusing on one child each. There are no right answers though! As these posts show everyone and every family is different

[mummyxtwo]

Wow thank you all so much for your really interesting posts! Lots of food for thought. I am leaning towards going for it... with a touch of reservation because I would utterly hate ds1 to feel left out. We are very close and affectionate though, and he adores his dsis and has asked for more babies! So I hope that is a good sign. I guess I'd just have to work hard to make sure he still had plenty of time and attention. We shall see. Mind not entirely made up!

[surgicalwidow]

I'm eldest of three and I think the variety of replies you're getting reflects the variety in families generally - some v cohesive, some not so much? I could be wrong though.

Somewhat randomly I'm more interested in the fact that your DH is a surgeon (as you can prob tell from my nickname mine is too) and we too are in the midst of trying to juggle having our family with his fellowship training and travelling, we're currently living away with no prospect of getting home anytime soon . Good to know there are other mumsnetters in a similar boat

[BikeRunSki]

I was the youngest of 3 for 3 years, then I became one of the middle ones of 4.