Loved my maternity leave but now ds is 9 months old and my ma has ended I have to go back to work. Tbf it is only two days a week but don't think I can leave him.
he had his first trial morning at the childminders today and I was crying before even dropping him off. I know it will get easier and I used to enjoy my job but having children changes my whole perspective.
Btw I am not one of those mums who devotes every waking hour to their child. I have left him with family and been on nights out with no problem. I believe you have to be yourself as well as a mum but I don't think I can leave him to go to work. I just don't want to.
Dh has discussed it and he is reluctant for me to be a sahm he thinks it's easy and sees,me as just wanting to have it easy and enjoy myself. Plus financially we would be ok. But I think he would remind,me forever how much harder he is working than me.
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as it gets nearer I don't think I can bear to leave to leave my baby while I work.
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cleoowen · 10/09/2013 11:17
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