I swing between love and hatred for my children (yes I really mean hatred). My nerves are frayed. My tolerance level is very low at the moment (we've all got colds). I am irritated by them, from DDs (2 years old) constant winging and screaming, to even the way DS (10 months) slurps his spagetti and gets it everywhere but his mouth. I can't manage the 'Mary Poppins' act I once could do effortlessly. I can't put on a smiley face around them 24/7 anymore. I can't even smile whilst I spoon food into DSs mouth, and he notices the grimace and irritation on my face.
I dread spending every day with them. I dread thinking up things to do with them every day. Even when they are content, I'm living in dread for the next blow up. It's always just 5 minutes away.
How can I swing from love (watching them sleep on the monitor) to hatred (putting DS in his cot and closing the door whilst he screams)?? I'm guessing this isn't normal?
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Swinging between Love and Hatred
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LowToleranceMamma · 06/11/2012 12:48
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