Hi there - regularly lurk and occasionally post but could really do with MN experience here!
DS1 (9) has had a letter home from school today - first week back, I'm so disappointed. They have said that he has been involved in a number of "low-level distruptions" since term has began and they'd like us to go in to discuss how to move forward.
DS1 has always been quite vocal and at times cheeky. He's always been this way with me but I didn't think he was actually like that outside (niave I know). He's never cheeky with DH. He has no respect for me and to be honest its probably been my own doing. I'm terrible at sticking to punishments and am as soft as mud with him. He knows, or knew, that if he pushed me I'd finally give in. I recognised this as a complete downfall and have tried to counter act this by sticking to punishments, making sure I follow through on what I say but he seems to just fight back more.
He's had notes home before from school and I have stupidly dealt with this myself, only telling DH of a few of the occasions. Now I have done this because to be honest, DH has a shocking quick temper (something DS1 has inherited) and although DS1 loves him more than anything he is scared of him when he's getting into trouble. My maternal instinct comes into play and I hate seeing him scared so to save all the agro I deal with it myself . Now please don't jump to conclusion and think that DH is a bad father, he is far from it but he was brought up in a home where problems were dealt with by shouting and he automatically falls into this pattern. DH and I have spoken about how I don't like how he handles it and the last few times that he's been giving DS1 into trouble there has been no shouting and its all be calmly done (something I'm proud of DH for working on) but the problem now lies where DS never wants me to tell DH when he's in trouble and that is because I've done it before. I told DS that things would change and that I would be telling DH about all of his misdemeanours because nothing I was doing was making any difference - he needs his Dad to be involved.
I feel at my wits end - I feel stuck between a rock and a hard place.
I don't know what I'm asking for here - I suppose I just wanted to vent. I'm just tired of the constant fight with DS1 but I also know that its because of the way I've acted in the past that he thinks he can act like this now. I don't know what to do to make this better - I feel like such a failure as a mum
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This really is my own doing! :0(
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Vondo · 25/08/2011 18:26
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