DS was born on the 10th December, and over the past few days I've started to feel progressively more sad and unable to cope.
Midwife says he's a very contented baby and that I'm doing a brilliant job, but during the night when I'm on my own (DH works shifts) I've wished that I didn't have him and that he would be better off with another mum. Of course, I feel horribly guilty for even thinking this, which makes me feel even worse.
I have no doubts that I love him. Right now he's lying in a moses basket a foot away and all I want to do is give him a cuddle. It's just I feel so trapped and so helpless. My mum has just gone home after being here a week, and I just don't know how I'm going to manage without her.
Can someone please tell me that these feelings are going to pass and that I'm not alone in this? I feel like such a horrible mum, especially as I've been desperate to have a baby with DH for several years, and now I've got him, I feel like everything has changed and I'll never feel normal again.
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habzamaphone · 18/12/2010 21:48
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