Hello, I have a son who is 14 months old. I have been dipping into this site and using the archives for many things and it has been a great form of reference for me.
I have been very shy and hung back seeing all the diiferent characters here, not contributing as such, until now. have used a name that I won't use in the future as I am too much of a coward to post real name.
Just wanted to share my thoughts really. My DS is a very challenging baby, always was and still is. I just get a little drained with peope askign me what is wrong with him all the time -
blaming, colic at first, wind, then teething, him being tired, perhaps hungry. I gues in the space of the last month or so I have had several people remark:
"I don't think I've ever seen your baby happy"
"he is a grump isn't he?"
even the nursery staff have said the following in front of me
"Oh there goes protesting again"
"Moaning again what a surprise"
etc. Sorry to ramble on but I have done so much tomake sure that my son is happy, fed , watered, stimulated and at times have felt I get not much in return. he seems very uncomfortable around other children and adults, very introverted, moody. I find him lately a real puzzle as it seems to be quite a challenge.
Anyway, my DH really wants another baby and terrible as this may sound the thought of another child who is as much hard work as mine makes me freeze rigid.
Please don't misunderstand me and attack me feeling this way. My DS is the best thing that has ever happened to me. I have known no love like the feeling I have for him and know I would defend and protect him with every last breath in my body.
I really think I couldn't have another, at times I even feel resentful that he won't give me a break, play nicely with other children or even have regular naps when he should.
Think I have rambled enough.
and sorry for the typos, needed to rush this out.
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this will sound awful pls don't hate me
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hidingbehindaname · 26/06/2005 21:05
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trefusis ·
26/06/2005 22:11
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