If i plan something i aim for it till the day comes and suddenly i back right off on it on the last minute and feel guilty about it and then i do it all over again and it happens again which i feel like asking someone to kick me hard up my bum to do it..
ive been like this for the past 12 yrs and i went worse 3 yrs ago, as it got to the point where i stopped socialising with people and speaking to people in work as i felt comfy with my DP... i used to go to Archery which i do enjoy alot but it feels its a big thing to do as when i do go, i stay there for eg 3 hours where i can stay there for 5 hours and i feel thats enough and i feel i need to get away from the people even though they are nice people.
Since ive had baba and on maternity leave, ive joined the mums and babies group which was a big step for me and also doing level 2 in BSL too and also back in touch with my mates again but i do want to go back to archery but its a big step for me - Why do i feel like this? as i never used to feel like this before all this feeling start to happen?
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biglips · 12/04/2005 22:50
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