I'm 39 and 6 ft 1....I'm 17 stone and I'm a single dad to 3 young children. I split with my wife at her request. I'm now ashamed and embarrassed to finally admit, I have been the victim of domestic abuse. The thing that truly hurts the most and is still the hardest part to admit openly (hence the anonymous post)... I still feel like I have love for her...that somehow it'll all be a mistake...I hate myself and ashamed for my emotion to betray me, when I know full well what she has done to me. I'm ashamed because I know the lengths my friends and family came to my aid...The utterly disgraceful actions she has done...And I feel like part of me is screaming through sound proof glass at myself.....let go...don't look back....keep going....and then after a few days..my heart betrays me and I'm hurting again...What do I do??
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