Hey all. Im just venting my feelings here. Im starting a new job this weekend , working 10 hours every weekend (5 sat, 5 sun). My maternity leave is up and my daughter is only 6 month old. I know I dont have the leave her for an extremely long amount of time but im jus feeling guilty, anxious and emotional about it all.
I feel guilty that I want to work , as I dont know how much more of being in the house I can take. Im feeling bad because I did a benefits calculator thing , and bascially working this job il only get £20 more than I would in benefits , so im thinking I should just stay with my daughter , but I really want to get out of the house and do something for me.
Shes going to be left with her dad which makes me feel better rather than her being in child care. Im also sad because now me & the partner only have 1 day together a week.
But I feel I do need to try and look on the bright side.... only 10 hours , abit more money rather than benefits... chance of making friends... makes me appreciate my time at home more.
Thanks for listening ❤
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PoppyHxx · 15/05/2019 08:14
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