Hello everyone, Ive been lurking on mumsnet for a while now but this is my first post. I'm not a mum but I really enjoy reading all the posts.
My dilemma is I'm starting to feel very confused about my feelings towards one day starting a family. I'm 26 and have never been the maternal type, I met my partner 4 years ago and he's always said he doesn't want children, it's never bothered me at all as I felt the same. About a year ago I started to question if I will regret my decision not to have children but still never had any maternal urge to have children. However these past few weeks I'm starting to feel differently, Its not like I've been around any babies or seen any cute photos to make me broody but it's more like there's something inside me giving me these warm feelings, hard to explain but it could be broodiness. Last night I had a Chinese takeaway which always makes me bloated and I found myself admiring my tummy and imagining what it would be like to be pregnant!
What I would like to know is if it is normal to be so unsure about kids at my age? I feel like I need to be proactive and make some decisions in the next year or two because firstly I have a really physical job so if I do decide I want children I need to get out of this job and choose something new since being pregnant in this job would be dangerous to the baby. Secondly and probably most importantly If i do decide I want children one day I have to have a talk with my current partner and potentially break up if it's really not what he wants! I'm also worried as he's not in a great financial position at the minute and still lives with his mum though he is trying and slowly improving his situation (very slowly) but he is a lovely man and treats the little doggy I came with like a princess.
I know I'm still in my 20's and have plenty of time for babies but life move so fast and I'm scared I will do nothing and before I know it years have past and it's too late.
Any advice would be greatly appreciated and I apologise for my rambling and poor punctuation and sentence structure but it's been a long day, I hope it all makes sense!
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user1474627281 · 13/11/2016 22:31
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