most of you know I had the week from hell last week finding out I was pregnant then finding out it was ectopic and had to have surgery which resulted in me using a tube.
How do you get passed it all? I hate the idea that there is something missing from me tht should be there. Im scared it will effect my chances of hvaing more children in the future.
Most of all Im very sad at the loss..... I feel guilty because I dont feel like I have a right to be sad. Im a single parent of 2 todlers and so dont think I would have been able to continue with the pregnancy if it had been normal, have had and still suffer from really bad depression. I would so love another baby right now but because of my circumstances it would be impossible.
I just feel like the something I would so dearly love has been dangled infront of me and then cruely taken away. But it sounds so stupid because it would be impossible to have a baby right now.
Everywhere i go i see babies aand pregnant women. Its driving me mad.
I feel all over the place and I just want to feel normal again.
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spookycharlotte121 · 27/04/2010 17:26
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