Hi ladies (especially those popping over from due July)...I was hoping I wouldn't be posting in these topics ever again. A MMC 2 years ago first introduced me the the wonders of mumsnet, as I sort for answers after 12 weeks of hopes was lost.
Unfortunately this little beanie wasn't sticky. Its only 6 weeks this, time, and it has been a strange few weeks. I have felt that this pregnancy hasn't been right from the start - 2 BFNs, followed by 4 (ahem) BFP's, but weak. The DD was also exactly the same as my last MC, so I have felt it wasn't meant to be. I felt my symptoms lift last week, and hoped I was being over sensitive, but a vivid dream of a Mc 4 nights ago was confirmed yesterday morning.
Those of you from due July will know I was about to tell mum this weekend - she didn't suss me, but did have to have the "I was pregnant but I'm now not" conversation. Luckily I am much more philosophical this time, and seemed to have been prepared for it by my body. I have a gorgeous ds who is proof my body can hold to term, so we will try again.
Unfortunately anyone who has been through this loses the excitement that first innocent BFP had, and I hate that I spend the first weeks of a pregnancy with my fingers crossed, trying not to get excited. But I know my ds will have a sibling, eventually.
To everyone from due July - thanks for the chat and support, I wish you all the best over the next 9 months, and I am sorry and sad to be leaving you all.
Latest xxx
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