Hello, I had an early miscarriage a month ago. The pregnancy was unplanned. I'm finding it difficult to continue as normal, i feel like im going crazy. I feel desperate for a baby now, i cant think about anything else. I don't know how to stop the thoughts and make the feelings go away, they feel like torture as i know my partner doesn't feel the same (he's hurt but doesn't want a child now) and i know i have to respect that. I don't know if i'm trying to fill this empty hole i didn't realise was there before. I feel completely alone. My body betrayed me. I keep going over everything i did especially before i knew, could the loss have happened because i'd eaten to many salted peanuts etc... I feel ridiculous for feeling like this when i didn't know i was pregnant for long. I guess what im asking is- is this normal? Sorry for the long post and thank you in advance.
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