I’m struggling. I had a natural miscarriage at 11 weeks in September. My due date is fast approaching. Mother’s Day, so a out of a kick in the face and all is see are adverts and signs on shops for it so feels like. I escaping.
Since the mc I’ve been up and down. Feeling positive at tunes and happy again. But I’m still struggling at the moment. I can’t concentrate at work, I’m emotional and have burst into tears in the middle of work (I work in an office) at times.
I feel like such an idiot. I think people at work think I should be over it by now but my heart is still broken. I’m bitter when I see pregnant women, like why do they deserve a baby and not me? It’s horrible I hate that it’s brought out that side of me I feel like such a bitch!
We have been trying again since the mc and with every period or negative test I feel a bit more broken.
Anyway, not really sure what the point of my post is, just need a rant and a safe space to talk xx
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Would be due date approaching. Not coping
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Dramaqueen14 · 15/03/2019 14:14
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