Hi. I'm 36 and DH and I had been trying for just over a year. Had lots of sypmtoms and just knew I was pregnant. Did 3 tests and all were BFPs. We were delighted and overjoyed after the heartache of trying for quite a long time. Anyway, one day, the sickness, strong sense of smell etc just vanished. I knew straight away that something wasn't right. Sure enough, I had a very early miscarriage at just gone five weeks. I don't have anyone to talk to irl as we hadn't told anyone! I feel totally bereft even though it was early days. I am traumatised by my symptoms just disappearing and just 'knowing' that that was it. I can't stop crying and I've had to take time off work. I'll be 37 this year and I know we might never get our happy ending, yet I can't grieve openly as I don't think people would really understand as it wasn't a 'real' baby yet...but it was to me. I'd love to be hear from others who have experienced similar. I'm not sure how to move on.
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