Last week I went for my 20week scan and discovered my baby had died. I subsequently took the medication to physically miscarry. What followed was horrible. I lost consciousness and 2.5 litres of blood, had blood transfusions along with an emergency operation to save my life. I feel so overwhelmed by everything.
My husband and mother have been extremely supportive. MIL asked me today “if I was ok” today and why I wasn’t going out. I am so physically exhaused. My arms ache from all bruises gained in hospital. My normal clothes don’t fit yet, so I am still wearing maternity clothes and breaks me each time I put them on. I feel like a fraud.
I don’t know how to move forward from this? This was my third miscarriage this year. The latest I ever miscarried. I look at DS and all I see is what I have lost rather than what I have. I feel like such a failure. I really don’t umderstand howI can get past this.
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TakeMe2Insanity · 16/12/2017 20:46
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