Hi just looking to vent really. I went for my 16 week check (I was 17+5) on the 1st March midwife couldn't find a heartbeat and scan confirmed baby was dead. I delivered our little boy on the 4th. We've just gotten back from a few days holiday (was booked before I even knew I was pregnant) and I feel like I've gone back to square one with trying to get on with life.
I think before our holiday I could focus on preparing for the holiday and making decisions for the funeral etc. I already have a wonderful DD who is 2.5 yr and​ I'm trying to focus on her but it doesn't occupy my mind as much as I would like it to.
Both beforehand and now time seems to be passing incredibly slowly, I can't believe it's only been 3 weeks and we've got another 10 days till the funeral and at least another 3 weeks before we will know if there are any results from the tests
I'm just feeling low and keep playing things over in my head too much. I'm also worrying in advance as I know people have said that their baby's due dates are understandably particularly difficult days to get through. My due date would have been in August and it would have been my Dd's 3rd birthday so I'm worrying that this and all her future birthdays are going to be tainted cause I can't quite be happy enough for her as I'm missing my little boy and thinking of what might have been.
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Mamabear468 · 27/03/2017 16:17
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