Please can anyone advise..
I found out I was pregnant when I was around 6 weeks. This was such a shock. I have two children already but I knew we could never have an abortion. (Not judging anyone by the way - I just don't have it in me)
At 7 weeks and 5 days i had an early scan as I had stomach pain they were checking for ectopic. Everything was fine and I saw a tiny bean with a lovely heartbeat
I had horrendous all day/ bed bonding sickness until a week ago.
Yesterday we had our first proper scan. I was so excited, I made a scrap book and left space to add the scan photos.. I was 14 weeks and 5 days.
They turned the screen on and I couldn't see a baby I knew something was wrong she told me it's okay you're just not far on, I said I am far on I know I am as I had a scan I saw her face change.
The baby had no heartbeat. The baby was measuring 8 weeks and 1 day.. days after I had my first scan.
I am devastated I feel sick to my stomach how can my body be carrying my child 6/7 weeks after they have passed and I know nothing? My breasts are sore I have a bump. I have sickness. I am so confused.
They said I can wait to pass naturally but how much longer can this take, won't I get an infection? A long time has already passed.
I have some lower cramps like behind my pubic bone but nothing significant and no bleeding.. I need this to be done I feel sick that my poor child is in there not even alive.
I was excited. I wanted to be a mum again. I know I have 2 kids and some have none but i just wanted to love and protect this baby and I feel like i have failed.
Maybe I lost the baby because I wasn't as excited as I was for my other two and it's bad karma I dont know.
I don't understand how my body has remained "pregnant" this long :-(
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Keeksxx · 18/03/2017 21:18
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