It will be 8 weeks ago tomorrow (Wednesday) that I miscarried my tiny baby and I still feel so lonely and empty and like I'm in a hole. I would say things are starting to get easier in that I'm not such a crying mess all day but I'm still crying myself to sleep most nights and still miss the baby / being pregnant so much. I don't understand how it can be 8 weeks since I lost the baby. These 8 weeks they should have been growing inside me. I also would have had my 3 month scan last week and I'm so angry that this couldn't happen. I don't think I'm ever going to 'get over' this as I will never forget the baby. I still think about them all day and constantly want to talk about them and how much love I had / have. I can't help but think how unfair it is. I miss the baby so much and would do anything to have them back 😞 When I found out I was pregnant I found this toy mouse I was going to get if everything was ok at the 3 month scan, which obviously didn't happen. When I was shopping over the weekend I was in M and S and saw the mouse and it was horrible. I was tempted to buy it anyway as a memory but think I'm still too emotional to do that. The world seems like a very horrible and unfair place right now 😥
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