I had a miscarriage 5 and a bit weeks ago now when I was nearly 2 months pregnant. I had symptoms before I officially found out so kind of knew what was going on and then had time to build a bond. I am absolutely devastated to have lost my baby and feel so useless and alone. I feel like I should have done more to try and save the baby, like rest when I started to bleed, but I didn't and I can't help think that if I had rested I might still be pregnant.
I miss my baby everyday and would do anything to have them back. I'm so heartbroken because they have been taken away and I know there's nothing I can do to get them back.
The dad is being supportive but we weren't officially together so I feel like he should just get on with his life and leave me to it, which I'm scared he will actually do. He says he's proud of how well I'm doing, that I'm a wonderful person and this situation has brought us closer than he ever could have imagined but I think I'm pushing him away by being so upset all time and needy.
I am having some better days but I thought I would be feeling better by now and I'm sure everything thinks I should be over this. I'm definitely an overthinker which doesn't help the situation!
It feels like the world has been turned upside down and although I'm at work and doing normal things inside I feel absolutely ripped apart.
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Struggling after miscarriage
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Cocoabean25 · 13/02/2017 22:45
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