Am I a terrible person? At 10 weeks pregnant I started bleeding. This was at the beginning of the week. I was told my baby was dead and offered tablets to speed up the process of the miscarriage. I had to stay in hospital whilst this took place due to health complications. Unfortunately after 4 lots of tablets and three days my baby was still there and I had to have surgery. My partner has tried to comfort me but this is where I'm horrible. He has three children to his previous relationship. They are 9; 7; and 3. I have looked after them for the last 2 years as we have weekly access so I love them too. The problem is my partner wanted to bring them to the hospital to make me feel better. The thought of this sent me cold. I said it was too soon and this upset my partner. He said they were OUR children too but they're not. They're his. And to see him being a loving father to them will kill me. Will this feeling go away or will I resent my step children? I am a horrible human being. Lee has said he needs to be with them right now too which angered me and I told him he was selfish. Please help me somebody.
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Helenq10 · 04/02/2017 10:37
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