I don't know how I feel if I'm honest. I'm sad, but I don't know how to deal with it. I lost my baby at 11 weeks, a year ago tomorrow, and it was one of the hardest days of my life.
Thinking positively, I'm nearly 38 weeks pregnant again, and have an ELCS booked for 2 weeks time, but again if I'm truly honest with myself I'm not sure I'm ready. It's almost like I'm in denial, and it's not hit me that I'm going to be a mum again. I have a DS who is 4 and he is my world, and I love this baby too. I just feel totally confused and needed to ramble on for a bit to people who might have been there before. Just need to take every day as it comes I think.
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Pornflakes · 25/09/2016 22:01
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