Thought i would read a few threads and it has honestly given me some comfort that other women go through this and get through this. As sad and tragic as it is.
I miscarried yesterday morning, I held the sac in my hand and knew. I didnt know I was pregnant. I have a 9month old and DH and I would have been delighted to welcome another child. We just didnt know. I Feel guilty as if I have cheated this ungrown, unborn child for not knowing she was in there. I say she beacuase I dreamt of birthing a baby girl a few days ago. The obstetrician said that the feotus had stopped developing a few days ago at least hence no positive on urine test.
I took in my little tiny sac and handed it over and the obstetrician took one look and said yesbyou have miscarried. I never got to say goodbye, little one was put in a sample pot and taken away. I cant handle this and I was so early on. I know the fear will fade but right now i can't imagine the sadness and loss again. My heart is breaking not only for my family and my little baby but for every family out there who has known loss. I am so truly truly sorry.
how can i love something I didnt even know I had?
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C4Envelope · 18/09/2016 23:50
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