Today I should be holding a newborn baby (csection would have been yesterday). Instead I am still grieving for what should have been.
I am very grateful for being pregnant again but even after 6 scans I don't have any confidence in my body to carry a healthy baby to term. I'm not only grieving for the baby I lost but also grieving for this pregnancy as I should be ecstatic and embracing and enjoying every minute, not nervous and slightly detached. Even feeling movements isn't reassuring me.
Sorry, I don't expect replies, I just needed to write it down.
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should be holding my newborn
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JoMalones · 18/06/2016 09:21
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