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Kiss2DD Wed 11-May-16 21:14:42

I had first MC at 14.5 weeks. My colleague was pregnant at same time as I did. After MC, I found it was hard to meet her. I still felt sad when we met at corridor or had meeting together. It made me think about my angel. I got pregnant again five months later, and it was vey close to her due date( also mine....). I met her once before her due date, it is still difficult for us to have a private talk, just a smile, I think since then, I felt released.

rider1975 Sun 08-May-16 10:00:38

I'm really sorry Kalusky - it's such a difficult situation. I can totally understand how you are feeling. When I had my first MMC in Oct 2014, my boyfriends little girl was under 2. I was so jealous and lonely and so wanted my own baby. He lived in Norway then so would send me pics n videos and so often I'd just cry it out or go quiet- I just couldn't cope. Thankfully I could tell all my thoughts to my Mum who was totally there for me. This actually lasted about 10 months. With hindsight, I hadn't realised at the time what I was going through and would have gone for counselling. I am now having my second MMC and am aware of the emotional impact over time and will get help if I feel the same way.

JOMH1982 Sat 07-May-16 20:17:58

I have felt like that for the last 2.5 years as I've lost three babies in this time and I've Counted at least 28 babies amongst those I call my close friends, and the waiting and sadness is just awful. I partly feel happy for them, but I so wish that it was my turn as I have been waiting long enough and have had a really hard time (last loss was at 19+6 at Christmas and I had sepsis and was very poorly). It just seems like all my friends have had it such easier than me. I had two friends who has struggled who have now either had their baby or are due soon,, so I am the last one standing and feel lonely, so I am guessing that is how you are feeling too. Hope you get to have your baby soon xx

KittyandTeal Thu 05-May-16 19:21:09

Yep, I feel like this about my (now overdue) sil. I'm dreading the baby being born, I feel empty not having my own baby and I'm all on edge. I feel like I'm just waiting.

It's a horrid feeling. Every pregnancy announcement since loosing dd2 has felt like a punch in the gut. I wish I could be indifferent or overjoyed but I cant

smilingthroughgrittedteeth Wed 04-May-16 15:56:18

I've felt it and yes it does stop feeling so raw eventually, I think the hardest thing is feeling guilty for feeling that way. ((Hugs))

Kalusky Wed 04-May-16 15:48:53

A friend had her baby today - and I just feel so fucking raw.

She had multiple MCs at the same time as me and so I know I should be even happier for her than I would be for a regular friend - but instead I feel extra strange and empty too. Like I'd like to cry but am feeling this weird suspense instead.

Has anyone else felt this way and did it stop eventually?

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