Like this. I had a missed miscarriage back in Janurary. Trying over 12 months to fall pg.
I thought in time things would get easier. But I'm constantly thinking about well now id be 20 weeks, I wonder what my bump would be like. On a holiday abroad. Hoping that would help & another booked for when I'd be due. But all I keep thinking is I am meant to have a bump / baby then. I physically can't look at posts for those who have recently fallen/the same time as me, I literally break down in tears.
I bled for months. My periods are back on track but still not quite usual. My husband doesn't "get" why I am still so sad about it, I want to shake the feeling away.
I stupidly thought I'd fall again straight away & all would be fine from talking with others who've had that experience. All the bleeding etc it isn't happening.
I had a terrible experience / pains & couldn't cope with it at all. That terrifies me in case it happens again.
Just feeling fed up, wanting but not having, sad & emotional :(
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Buster5187 · 08/04/2016 22:04
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