Christmas holidays and miscarriage go together for me
2010 - Discovered on 8 Dec that sac was empty at normal 12 week scan, ERPC on 13 Dec and bled for several weeks
2014 - Discovered on the Friday before Christmas (at 11 weeks) that heart beat had stopped at 8 wks, ERPC a year ago today
This year - had my first "normal" mc at 6 weeks, about 3 weeks ago.
Don't know if I can face trying again, that's not the issue for me at the moment. I'm just so freaking sad. We do have a DD (3) who is awesome and that helps a lot (and also makes me with myself for not managing to give her a sibling).
Everything to do with Christmas, families etc makes me sad. This year I really thought I would be OK as it was well out of the way before Christmas. But the anniversary of the one before seems to have reallly hit me and I'm back at square one
Thanks for listening to my self indulgent waffle. It's cathartic to write it down.
Hugs to all those who are struggling and need them this Christmas and best of luck to all of us if we try again in the New Year.
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I thought I was OK, but I'm not
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KiltedKoala · 23/12/2015 02:20
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