My partner and I lost our baby just before 16 weeks in January. Today would have been our due date. Don't know how to feel really - I feel sad, angry, cheated, numb, bewildered, all at once. It's not really got any easier over the weeks and months that have passed but the nature of our grief has changed. Not after any help or advice, just wanted to mark it in some way as it sometimes feels like our little lost life has been forgotten.
We miss you Rowan, every single day.
Sometimes, when the sun goes down, It seems it will never rise againâ¦ but it will!
Sometimes, when you feel alone, It seems your heart will break in twoâ¦ but it wonât.
And sometimes, it seems itâs hardly worthwhile carrying onâ¦ But it is.
For sometimes, when the sun goes down, It seems it will never rise again, But it does