Hi ladies,
Sorry to post but I just needed someone to talk to. I turn 34 today and I feel dreadful about it.
DH and I have been TTC for five years and after finally conceiving twice this year I have lost both babies at around 10/11 weeks. I don't want to celebrate my birthday but I know friends and family will expect me to pretend I'm happy.
All my friends have had babies and my sister in law will have a baby on July, just a week apart from me in due date from my 1st pregnancy. I'm happy for them but utterly dread facing the reality of it.
What I'm wondering is will it ever get easier to accept that I probably won't ever be a mum? Has anyone else considered adoption? My head's spinning :(
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Catlover2014 · 19/05/2014 08:12
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