I have 6 wonderful children, for that I am very grateful, but for the last 3 years we have been trying for another.
I have had lots of faint positive tests in this time, but then my period starts that day.
2 and half weeks ago I got a positive that was stronger than faint, and last Thursday got a lovely dark line.
Sunday late afternoon I started bleeding and lost a clot. Pains felt like early labour with pulling from underneath. Went doctors Monday morning and was referred to epu at 12. All that could be seen was a small area of fluid but it had nothing in it. This was near my cervix on my c section scar.
Then she said have you ever been told that you have fibriods, which I hadn't and hadn't been there nearly 4 years ago at my last c section.
She found 5 large fibroids, she thinks there may be more, but she said these were different as they were embedded and that my uterus was very bulky. She said there isn't really anywhere that a pregnancy could progress.
So yesterday I lost a much wanted child and that its not wise for me to even be trying to get pregnant. She has made my scan available for my gp to view, and said I need to go and discuss a care plan.
I have been suffering with pain, gushing and heaviness for quite some time, but put it down to that I have a prolapse.
I am not going to be able to have anymore children and pretty sure I need a hysterectomy, but I wanted another child, all that suffering from not taking pain relief just in case it was our lucky month. To now know that we were wasting our time. Knowing that I have just lost a child, that didn't even stand a chance.
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Miscarriage and found out I can't have anymore children
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Divster · 29/04/2014 12:34
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