I have two DC but before I had DS1 I had a miscarriage.
It was a missed miscarriage- I went to the EPC one night after work as I just had a feeling, I was 11 weeks and had a bump, I can remember joking with the Dr scanning me about it maybe being twins because my bump was that big- I will never ever ever forget the lack of response and the look in his eyes.
I ended up being in hospital for 4 days, waiting for a d&c as i kept getting pushed down the surgery list.
Theres not one day that goes past that I dont think about it.
It will be 3 years in march, my other childrens birthdays are the 17th march, the 20th march and my D&C date is the 22nd march. emotional roller coaster.
Has anyone any words or ways to help me deal with my still breaking heart
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killpeppa · 27/10/2013 12:29
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