I had a miscarriage in June. I was 9 weeks but only had a 6 week sac with no heart beat. The mc itself was pretty horrific, I haemorrhaged, the doctor had to physically pull bits out of me to stop the bleeding and it took another 4 weeks to complete, 3 scans and blood tests every other day. I took a month off work in the end.
I have a wonderful supportive partner but I just don't think it's affected him in the same way. I'm on cycle 4 since the mc and every month just feeling more and more down as my due date approaches and I'm still not pg. I'm worried something is wrong and am waiting on a pelvic ultrasound.
I'm only 24 and already have a 3yr old. I have no reason to feel so anxious and stressed about ttc. I'm surrounded by my lovely 'mummy friends' but they're all pregnant and have second and third babies already. seeing them just makes me feel worse I and so alone. Colleagues at work are pg and my sil has just had her third baby in three years. It just hurts.
Sorry for the self indulgent whinge, I know people on here have been through much worse than me Does it ever get any easier? when will the pain fade? I just feel so sad for the baby I'll never have.
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Waggamamma · 22/10/2013 21:05
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