Last year I had a miscarriage and it affected me very deeply. My dh didn't want any other children (we have 3) but I always knew I wanted one more. After being apprehensive at first (it was a complete surprise) we started to get excited and took a day out together looking at baby stuff. The very next day I miscarried. It was devastating. I was 8 weeks along and my world fell apart. I had very bad depression for a couple of months but things eventually got a bit better.
Anyway I'm currently 11 days late and ive had 2 negative pregnancy tests. It's brought the loss flooding back and I'm crying all the time. I'm never usually more than a day or 2 late so I've no idea what the problem could be. It's made me realise that I really do want another. Dh is relieved at the negative tests (not in a heartless way he's just being honest) but I can't stop thinking about the baby we lost. It feels like I'm experiencing it all over again. Also I can't stop hoping that I still might be pregnant (setting myself up for a fall)
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FlipFlippingFlippers · 30/09/2013 14:45
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