I lost my baby yesterday at nearly 9 weeks. I knew it was coming after bleeding for the previous 5 days. We had a scan on Tuesday that showed a baby with a heartbeat that we saw and heard. And then yesterday the bleeding started. Lots of clots and then the embryo came out into my hand. Another scan yesterday evening, of course there was nothing left. Just a matter of waiting for this awful, painful bleeding to stop. I've never felt so lost and utterly sad. I can't sleep even though I'm exhausted.
I've been signed off work by my doctor for two weeks, which I think I need. However, I'm a primary teacher, term starts next week. I've got nothing ready. Was meant to be in this week and that hasn't happened. I know my head will not be happy that I'm not there for the start of the year, she's possibly the most unsympathetic person I've ever met. Don't know what to do about it all.
It's all just too much.
Sorry for such an epic post. I just needed to get it all out.
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AGR · 29/08/2013 23:10
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