Someone please come chat to me. Threatened M/C again!

[foxyladee]

I m/c for the 1st time end of July this year at 6w 6d although i thought i was 10 weeks. started bleeding and miscarried naturally.

Found out i was pg Monday just gone and DH and myself were over the moon but obviously scared. Yesterday i started to bleed only lightly but bright red blood it started at 12 and had stopped by 8pm. Had a bit of tummy ache but think that was anxiety more than anything.

Went to a&e last night who were fantastic and referred me to EPAU this am. Went for my app. who confirmed there is a pregnancy sac normal size for a 6 week pregnancy correct amount of fluid and there is a 4mm foetus but they can't see a heartbeat which is unusual as they should be able to now. There is also a large area of blood surrounding my womb.

They said i may miscarry or may not. I've got a scan booked for next Friday too see if a heartbeat can be detected. Then they are going to leave me a further week! Meant to be going abroad on the 27th for 10 days.

I had a period end of Nov when i should of been 2 weeks pg it wasn't as heavy as normal also had light spotting the beginning of Dec.

We have 1 DD who we love dearly and DH told me this am he can't go through me being depressed again which i can understand but i feel so alone. My Mum's been great but doesn't really get it. I haven't told any of my friends as they all seem to busy and yes i know it isn't and i shouldn't but i can't help feeling it's my fault and blaming myself.

I'm also meant to be working this week with kids and a 7 month pg lady don't think i can face it.

Sorry this is so long just need to get it out.

[oflip]

I get you, i understand completely what you are saying.

The hardest bit is the waiting isnt it.

Have you had any further bleeding today?

[foxyladee]

No, no bleeding since last night no pain either. Just feel sick all the time!

[Spellcheck]

Hi Foxy, how are you today? Just seen your thread, just had to say hi, as I have had 2 mcs and know the terror you're feeling. I really hope all is ok, and the blood surrounding your uterus is what was coming out, and not a sign of anything else.

Fingers crossed for you!

[foxyladee]

Hi spellcheck. sorry you have been through this too it's awful.

Still no more bleeding or pain since Friday evening. Feel like i'm in limbo now just want Friday to be over so i will know and can move on if i need to. Pray we see a HB but really not hopeful.

Work have been amazing and told me to stay home and rest.