Miscarried in January. Am very very lucky and am now 18 weeks pg (sorry, I hope that isn't too insensitive). Have not done too badly at getting on with things in the last few months. I had a blip on what would have been my last day at work but largely I thought I had dealt with it IYSWIM.
Tonight I just crumbled. I have been meaning since it happened to find a nice folder or wallet to put the various letters into. It's not much but they're all I have. I never got a scan photo. Today I found one so sorted it out and, of course, started to read; "Fetal heart action negative. Please cancel ante natal care". And then it all came flooding out. I had forgotten just how raw it can feel.
There's no point to this post. Just had to put it somewhere. DH doesnt quite get it. He won't remember the due date, August 11th, next Thursday.
I thought of writing a letter to put with the bits. But then realised there was no point. Who would read it?
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Struggling. How did you all cope with your due dates?
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GwendolineMaryLacey · 05/08/2011 23:26
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