hello,
I went for a scan today and found out I had miscarried.
I started bleeding just over a week ago, but had scan which showed a heartbeat.
Not that much blood (like a light period) and no pain so quite surprised to hear that I had lost it.
Just feel very blank and weird - disturbed rather than upset.
The whole pg was a total shock. I have 2 ds's already - 5 and 18 months and only conceived DS2 after IUI.
My periods did not come back until Easter as I was bfing a lot and then BANG I was pg after 3 months.
I'm 40 on Friday (13th ) and had planned a massive party. I cancelled this when I was bleeding and glad I don't have to pretend to be super cheerful at the weekend.
But I kind of feel weird for not actually feeling that bad. I was devastated when I had a mc before DS1 back in 2004 - sent me practically insane.
I guess the difference is that I have 2 kids and although a third would be nice, it's not essential.
I think DH is more upset than me - he's one of 3 and really wanted this baby.
Sort of waiting for a major emotional meltdown - maybe this will come when I least expect it.
All in all a totally rubbish day.
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mslucy · 09/08/2010 20:13
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