Queenofdenial2009

[thesunshinesbrightly]

Hi,

Just wondering how your matter is going?

[queenofdenial2009]

Nowhere, except in my head! In response to your suggestion that I change clinician, unfortunately he is the specialist in chief if you like. He lectures at the university on the subject and it took me three years to get to see him.

I am seeing him again next month when he will sedate me, so I am a little concerned about what I might say when I'm drugged out of my head and have him leaning over me.

But I have had an idea following on from your comments. It's cheesy, tell me what you think. He should discharge me in the new year, so I thought after that I could bake a cake for him to say thank you. Then I can drop it off with his secretary containing a note saying thanks for all your help, I should take you out for dinner but here's a cake (plus my e-mail address). What do you think?

I am out of an abusive, bullying relationship so my self esteem is very poor and there is no way I could actually ask him out. Which is what any sensible woman would do (including me ten years ago).

[thesunshinesbrightly]

That's a shame oh no! you will just have too try and forget him, till you have your work done

I know it's hard but that sound's like a good idea, it's not cheesy at all, you like him, you should go for it

, i'm seeing my man the weekend but really think you should go for it, don't let your EX spoil your life

[thesunshinesbrightly]

opps forgot to say, i wondered where you had gone, thought that he had kidnapped you, not a bad thing eh?

[queenofdenial2009]

Ironically I bumped into him in the street today and had a quick chat. But it's settled it in my mind as I can see that he's clearly not interested. Also (shallow) I was wearing heels and he was shorter than me, which I find a bit of a no go.

So back to my lack of success with internet dating...

[thesunshinesbrightly]

Oh no,shorter than you!! i agree that's a big no no or you could just not where heels? why do you think he is not interested?