Sorry if this is a bit self-indulgent.
DD is almost one and I feel proud of all I have achieved so far. I was dumped when pregnant and I was devastated but I have managed to survive and thrive in dd's first year.
However, I am not having much fun at the moment. I am a stay at home mum and I have no job to go back to although I would like to find one for next September.
I was treated like shit by my employers when I was pregnant and sometimes I think that it was sexual discrimination on the grounds of my pregnancy being unplanned and me being alone etc, etc.
I wasn't really enjoying ,my job but my confidence has been knocked by the way I was treated.
I have enjoyed being a stay at home mum as I love watching dd grow up but I have only been away from her for 6 hours since she was born. Sometimes I really miss my social life.
My best mate came round last night and she is lovely but I do kind of envy here. She was talking about this party and that party and travelling here, there and everywhere.
I wouldn't mind so much if I was married to Mr Perfect and to be honest I'd probably be pregnant again as I love babies so much.
So I can't have another baby as I am single and I can't go out and have fun as I have a baby and I feel bad for wanting to leave dd alone for a bit while I go out and
get wasted let my hair down!
My parents make wonderful grandparents and dote on her but I have a toxic relationship with them. They have babysat twice in a year and have changed about three nappies and given her one bath. I know that is really ungrateful of me as it is not their job to do that practicle stuff but if I moan that I'm finding it hard my dad just says
''But dd is so lovely and well behaved. '' She is lovely and wonderful and a true joy but my parents use that as a reson why I shouldn't moan about finding being a lone parent hard.
They have helped in lots of other ways but I feel bad asking them to babysit.
I also feel that I am spending more time with my parents than I normally would find comfortable as they only live down the road and to be fair have been supportive in other ways
I think I am pissed off because I really want to go to let my hair down this summer but I can't.
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poshsinglemum · 15/06/2009 13:35
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