what would i do if ds father got in contact???

[maisystar]

just got of the phone to my mum, said she has redirected a letter to me, a 'private' letter with a blokes handwriting on. straightaway i thought of ds father. it's probably not but can't think who else it could be from. i haven't lived there for 3yrs and that was the address i gave him if he wanted to get in contact(5 yrs ago).

i did think that if he was going to get in contact it might be in the year after he had graduated(summer 2004).


have got a bad feeling about this feel sick.......

[Chandra]

If it helps... how does she knows it's a blokes' handwriting? how do you know is not another person? Please Maisystar don't worry yet, as you say is highly unlikely that is your DS father. Wait until you are sure. {{{{hugs in the mean time}}}

[pixiefish]

can you ask your mum to open the letter???

perhaps....

would let you know either way....

save you waiting and worrying...

[maisystar]

i did! she has already redirected it- should be here tomorrow.

i know it's unlikely but just felt sick when she told me, actually felt a shudder go through me.

she just said it was like a blokes writing-sort of small and scruffy to my shame can't remember what his writing is like at all!

[Chandra]

Probably I have sent the letter, that's how my handwriting looks like after centuries of just using the computer

[pixiefish]

oh maisystar- i hope it's ok for you... whatever it is we're here for you

[maisystar]

bl**dy post has come and it's not there, will have to wait till mon.

[DillyDally]

any news?

[maisystar]

noooo, hasn't come. hopefully it will come tomorrow. just feel so tense, it's probably not but just haven't a clue what to do if it is.

[Hulababy]

(((hugs))) maisystar. Just seen this. You okay?

[maisystar]

cheers yes i am. just want to know......

[rickman]

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[maisystar]

wasn't even fron him!! it was from a college i went to about 4 try ago asking me to pick some work up.

have very conflicting feelings about it but will have to post later as i am required to play snap with ds

[maisystar]

yrs ago